Today was pretty good. I woke up at 5 AM to go to weathford with mark for ann's graduation. on the way we just caught up. it was nice, i feel as if i haven't had the chance to really speak with him for a long time. Ann's graduation went well aside from the really bad beginning speaker and corny music. I screamed very very loud when they announced her name. We then went to her apartment and ate braums hamburgers while sitting on the floor before we started cleaning the place. I found out that a while back people used to have a slot in the wall where they discard old razor blades and it would just fall into the wall. i find that rather amusing. ann had one of those in her medicine cabinet. she gave me a tv and a vcr! MOVIES! on the way back i listen to a very good podcast of this american life.

after i got home i went and met up with kim at the rooster day parade. it was pretty cool. i saw a bunch of people there. she got a fried snickers bar and man it was good. i had some pretty awesome super hot salsa as well. i ran into mike, james, and emma. after i walked back from the farmers market i ran into emma again. we chatted. 

today was definitely not bad at all

So i need to vent.

She keeps saying that the right thing is not the easy thing. Which is odd, because thinking about it, what she is doing is taking the easy road. It is easier to throw something away than to work really hard on it. But ya know, whatever. It's obvious that she did not believe in it enough to even try to work on it. Either that or she's just not used to working really hard on things. I am just not one to give up on something. I work until I know that it is not impossible. Call me old fashioned, but it's what i believe.I know most of my generation doesn't believe that. It's a shame too. I don't believe in taking the easy road on the most important things in life. Especially love.

But if i'm not important enough, not convenient enough, not "perfect" enough, then why should i bother? It's just who I am I guess.

I got a call from Whole Foods for an interview for a cashier spot. If i get offered a job there, that will be a tough decision.